Sun [in Pisces] conjunct Chiron [in Pisces]
Moon [in Libra] conjunct North Node [in Libra]
Moon [in Libra] opposite Mars [in Aries]
Moon [in Libra] sextile Saturn [in Sagittarius], Juno [in Leo]
Were you ever made to feel like you weren’t good enough, or that you should be ashamed of yourself for no logical reason? Although you may be decades removed from the abuse you endured, you might still be replaying the negative self-talk by which you were indoctrinated. It is possible that you are not consciously aware of this dangerous loop, and if that is the case, there could be an event today that triggers your insecurity in a way that is too personal to miss. So, when every expression of self is like re-opening an old wound, you have two choices…
1.) shrink away in repression and “play dead” to avoid the pain of putting yourself out there.
2.) exhibit with your unorthodox qualities regardless of the risk of being hurt
Keep in mind, by choosing the second option, you agree not only to expose yourself, but also to surrender to the truth… ie: how much of the “hurt” you live is self-inflicted? No matter what you think anyone else did to you, there comes a time when you must stop perpetuating the disease. Face your feelings. Forgive the external perpetrator, but forgive yourself as well. Learn the lesson. Addictions? Let them go.
You may never be able to fully repair the damage you endured for having the audacity to exist, but if you’re willing to share the trials and tribulations of your identity crises, you could inspire other people to overcome their struggles with self-esteem. Considering your expertise, other people are likely to come to you for assistance as they attempt to initiate their healing. Maybe you’re the one who’s looking for some guidance. Is it possible then to be your own master? By assuming the role of the master teacher, you will gain an extra-dimensional comprehension of your suffering, and the newfound context of your painful past will open a rewarding portal of possibility for you to explore.
This is the beginning of a cycle in which you experiment with holistic alternatives and authorize progressive healing techniques, in addition to a heightened awareness of the world beyond the reality you perceive. A tremendous amount of your vitality is generated by your soul’s momentary alignment with the highest, most universal frequency. Thanks to your mind/body integration, you act as a vessel of divinely inspired technology, built with the ability to manipulate electrical impulses to upgrade and enhance the quality of life.